Cuz im dissin my own Mother, I bet you think that I'm messed
but if you wanna some real s**t, sit down and be my guest
She may be my own "Mommy"
But what I have to say, I ain't gonna sorry
So Mama, listen here, its your baby boy
The one that is about to deploy
Ten years of hate and pain
and I'm about to make it rain
Oh and from here on I ain't cussin till the end of this lyrical dysplay
cuz someone once told me that you only cuss when you have nothing to say
You know, ever since I was 3
I knew things weren't perfect with "Daddy and Mommy"
Like how I used to get smacked upside the head
For things that I never did
Or having to live with the yelling
Trying to cover up the bruises and swelling
But compared to the rest that I got, this is minor
Let me tell you about my mom, the big freakin liar
Tell me, what kind of mother makes a five year old cuss out his own dad?
You know which mom, the one that I had
That was the same day you wanted me to run away
If it weren't for my grandpa I wouldn't be here today (thank you Lolo Ted)
You know my auntie once told me to call 911?
When you went crazy, she told me to run
OR how about the time in our new house, you though a fan off the staircase?
The same stairs where you kicked me off the base
Lets fast forward to the divorce
Where you didn't even seem to remorse
When you told me you wanted a new man
and I had to pick up more work I tried the best I can
Every time you speak to my dad on the phone
It starts to feel like a combat zone
You tried to turn me and my sisters against him for a freakin car
and not once you thought that was going to far
Lets think back when you were having trouble with my dad, your first groom
I was about 6 when you used to lock me in your room
You didnt feed me, all I did was work
I used to cower in a corner when you went berzerk
Back then I was a kid but not anymore
I ain't going back to what happened before
For sure, I'm not the one who started the war
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I hope to add to it because it makes me feel alot better rapping/singing out my problems and no violence
Take note none of this was exaggerated
ArchKillah Community Member 
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