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I knew deep down this wouldn't last, especially since of Alex's age but I don't know some part of me hoped it would as weird as it may sound but its over for real now, Alex kindof turned out to be just like my ex Matt...who walked away just because of some bs reason and didn't talk or want to talk, good news is I'm ok...I hurt yea but more just sad of not having that dream of getting married and having kids become a reality, at least not for a while, sad of having to look more...or wait because its never good to look. I really shouldn't be trying to date anyways, I've got to many things I want to do =/.