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Well here's the deal, as of late I've been going insane and flipping out on friends are various times, why? Well my boyfriend and I broke up, why? Well either he was cheating OR he was trying to get rid of me to date our mutual friend, so unfortunately instead of being able to take it out on my ex like I should be I've accidentally been slipping taking it out on friends. I feel bad but my friends are SO nice that they've just been taking it, taking my apologizes and letting it go. There have been a few friends who unfortunately couldn't handle what I'm like right now and you know what, if your a real friend, you take the good with the bad and unfortunately right now I'm in the bad. I did get to pay him back a little and make him think he didn't hurt me at all, that was a little constellation I guess, and from what his current girlfriend knows he could have been a rebound. I'm not usually cold I swear but he deserves it, big time.