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God put you on this Earth to suffer! You are meant to always be alone. Nobody will love you. Nobody will care. Because they would have cared by now. The people who never deserved to be alone are now crying in pain for attention. They fall down a path very unrighteous to the one God planned for them. Why do you have people suffer if you want them to praise you? You leave us in the mud and dirt just to watch us die and choke on our agony. You want us to love eachother. But yet you made us cruel and harsh and evil. I am one of the evil ones... Not because I like to inflict pain on people....but because I was the target of pain..and now look what has become of me God? I am the talk of the family. My nephew and I feel outcasted. Alone. Cold. We must be to survive. And while his fat a** mother only worries about herself and tells us she does care about him and that lies are being put into her sons head, he is dying on the inside...He doesn't deserve to feel this way...I wish I could only take on his pain so that he could be happier.....I love you my nephew...you are not alone in the pain you feel...even if what has happened to you is different...I know pain...