I don't really know what to say. I can't say anything at all, because I don't really know what's going on. I wish I did. Then I could honestly tell myself that I'm being stupid about all this, and that I'm not going to let my insecurities get in the way of us, of my feelings for you.
But I can't.
Not until I understand what's going on.
Which can't happen, until you tell me what's going on.
If you are going to be busy, or in jc, I wish you would just say so. So I don't text you, bothering you, and worry about what's going on until you get around to replying. If you just tell me you are busy, then I wouldn't text and bother you, as it seems that I have been doing with my texting...
But, I wish you wouldn't say that you were in jc, when you weren't, to (this reason I assume) avoid me and my bothersome contact of you.
I love you...
If I am annoying you, please just say so...
I'll do everything I can to remedy it...
. . . I love you. . .
Please, contact me soon... I hope accidentally running into me today didn't ruin your plans or upset or annoy you or anything...
Please...
I love you...
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