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I am (damn) dropping out of college for this quarter.... I just can't deal with it right now.......... *smirks* sitting in the free media lab, planning to look for a second job... monitoring my breath.......... gah how I hate this... *shrugs* but heh... I'm fine

^^ I will be killed at home.


update: mmmm... listening to music lovely


...... Mmmmm &3.... I love this music....Whataya want from me Adam Lambert.... and lots of others... beautiful songs on this playlist I really enjoy......... I really love this..... when I get home.. *sigh*... I will exercise till I can't stand any more....

8:46 am, breathing ^^

everything is terrible, yet everything will eventually be just all right.. *small smile*.. *closes his eyes, listening to the music*....

everything is wrong with me

and I will try to fix myself up

before its beyond too late...

.....

I need a peace of mind

8:58

fun stuff

*sighs*..

I'm not ready..

being in my bed, falling asleep to the music would be nice.....

but I'm waiting for my next class... will likely drop it to hell also although I love it and the people....

9:02 Coming Clean ~ Chase Coy

9:05 If I had You ~ Adam Lambert I'll freaking grow up... what a wussy &.&.... hm

self hatred *ebil smirk* turn on~

*rides on self hatred* yeah hm good, good. Helps to get things in order and keep myself in the know, check, functioning, occasionally

9:07 I have little clue where I will work, but I will need to... 10+ weeks of this quarter left... I think

Whataya Want From Me <3

.... 9:11...... .....I am ... gh...

don't remember the last time I've cried, does not happen often. Not now.

feels like I'm alone ^^.... thinks like I am. screwy.. too bad, live with it, wimp