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There are so many things I'm tired of. There are many things in my life I would change if I could. I've made so many mistakes.

Gaia has been my escape lately. I've been getting on and being able to block out the outside world. It's helped some, but I always have to return. And it breaks my heart.
I don't feel at home there anymore.

I'm at a friends house, feeling safer for some reason. I miss my mom and brother. I love them so much. They mean the world to me. But I might be leaving them before they might be ready for, before I myself am ready. But what choice do I have. I'm going to get kicked out anyway. I've decided to make my life. I found this wonderful guy. I am going to marry him. I am going to have a great life with him. In another state...away from Sam and Mom. It's going to tear me apart, going to tear them apart, but they'll heal faster than I will. They've been more forgiving than I've always been though it doesn't look like it all the time.


Juliet is calling it quits with all the drama.