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Okay, where was I last time? I guess I could just jump right in and find something lovely to begin ranting about.

Well, let's start with: Clara and I are becoming really good friends. Not great perfect friends like Nya-chan and I are, but really good normal friends. I adore her so much and it's just... fun. I haven't had fun in my life in quite a while. It's just refreshing to be here.
Tomorrow is Monday, which means that my floor will be getting the newest batch of girls into the dorm. There'll be up to six new arrivals. I'm so excited to see some fresh faces on the floor x3
Believe it or not, Super Tuesdays are my favorite days of the week. Super Tuesdays are fun, but nobody else thinks so. You have to be in the dorms by 630, rather than by 10 like usual. You have to clean the dorm from top to bottom. Rooms and floor. And everyone else is all like "Ugh, Super Tuesday. It's horrible, I have to clean, whatever shall I do, BLAHBLAHBLAH." But I think they all secretly like it. I mean, all the girls just get into boring blah clothes. Nobody cares about how they look. We all have to prop open the doors to our rooms, and everybody blares loud music while they clean. Most everyone dances while they clean too. They can say whatever they want, but just the easygoing friendly "Okay, we all have to do it, might as well not make it horrible" attitude is so relaxing. And plus, since we get new clean sheets every Tuesday afternoon, we don't have to make our beds in the mornings! We just rip off the sheets and fold the blankets. (I hate hospital corners - 3- )
Gaia is still not even a tiny bit of a huge factor for me anymore. I almost never play my nintendo DS, I don't draw as often as I'd like to, and I have classes all day. But I enjoy it, because I get to hang out with friends ALL THE TIME!
Clara has finally gotten my butt in gear. I'm slowly but surely working on the first chapter of one of my comics. It's the first chapter to Black Door Hospice, and so far she's totally helped me create characters and background stories. So now I've got the main character, Knot. I've also got the two side characters, Ainein (I think that's how you spell her name... @.@) and Greer. Ainein is the cutest character you've ever seen, and Greer is just grumpy adorable. Knot is undecided. :3
I ordered items online! I got all the stuff for an R4, which is basically a game cartridge for the nintendo ds that lets you download nintendo ds games completely free and then play them, also for free. It's probably illegal, but it's totally worth it. Now I'll be able to keep myself entertained just in case I run out of friends for some unknown reason! (I can even download the newest games, like Pokemons Heart Gold and Soul Silver c: )
I'm always so relaxed here at job corps. For the most part anyway. There's more drama here than in high school, but that can't be helped. Kids are bored and need something to do. Why not start a rumor.
In regards to David and Ryan? David and I have started telling everybody that we're half-siblings. Same mom. EVERYBODY BELIEVES US. It's hilarious. Ryan even believes us! (I think >.> ) Faculty, students, it's awesome.
David also tried to help take me to the spirit world on Saturday. He said the same thing that everyone I know that has tried to help me has said: "You're trying to hard. You have to let it come naturally. It's not something you consciously do; you just do it." Which probably means that I'm wrong and I AM trying too hard, but I can't NOT try hard. I have to try hard to concentrate on what David is telling me to do. But he's thought of a method that helps me; close off everything else and focus on creating myself in a location with one sense at a time. Obviously, it's not working, but it's working slightly. Because he said that for a split second, he saw me on the beach I was trying to locate myself in. He said that I looked out of it, too, but he said that was because I wasn't completely there. Which makes sense. Because I wasn't.
I've also started to think of David as a big brother. Go figure.
Guys are all over me here at Job Corps. Even the guy that everybody thought couldn't fall for anybody actually fell for me :[ Remember Tony? ******** walking? Yeah. Apparently he's all over me too. I really adore him, and he's so super cuteful, but I can't see myself with him, and I only wanna be friends with him anyways. Plus I'm engaged. I heard he likes me from what I found out to be a not-so-reliable source, though, so I'm doubtful. I honestly wish guys would just see me as a friend, though.
Tony DID play the piano for me. He can't read sheet music, and he doesn't know how to play properly, but he has written several songs. A minute long each, or so. But he played for me, and if anyone that knows me really knows me, they know that I love the piano and the violin. And oh god, but the pieces Tony composed were so beautiful. They really were. One was even stuck in my head for a long time afterwords.
I've found out that the Job Corps is a demon epicenter, too. Lucifer sends his demons here to torment the students, God sends his angels to stop them. It's pretty much putting most of the family on edge, because there's no actual fighting, just a huge stalemate. But the family spends a lot of time in the dorm room because of it D; They also spend time in their own rooms. I think they should take a great big ol' visit to Bako, though, and spend time with their lovers. They miss them, I'm sure :3
I think that's everything for now. I really have a lot of fun here, and I'm adjusting okay.