Have you ever wanted to stop something so bad, but you can't and you are forced to support it because you care about someone? I mean it's kind of a complicated situation, but, i hate being tied down.
I'm not a very brave person- I'll start there. I've changed a lot over the years and I am dieing out. I kinda feel like I'm losing my 'pizazz' . I could beg and beg all i want but i know i can't stop him. I mean I'm not going to like everything, right?
I know sometimes i ignore the way he feels, and maybe I'm not the nicest all the time ( and maybe that's a little bit of both of our faults ), But if he could just feel how strongly i want him HERE, well maybe he'd change his mind.
I could NEVER try to show him those feelings though, i know this means alot to him.
I suppose by the prime of my life I'll know what I'm going to do with my Career and all that, but I'm so lazy right now. I could care less about everything except him and i KNOW that's a problem.
Guess it's time to fix myself again - sigh -.
- Glo 4laugh
I'm not a very brave person- I'll start there. I've changed a lot over the years and I am dieing out. I kinda feel like I'm losing my 'pizazz' . I could beg and beg all i want but i know i can't stop him. I mean I'm not going to like everything, right?
I know sometimes i ignore the way he feels, and maybe I'm not the nicest all the time ( and maybe that's a little bit of both of our faults ), But if he could just feel how strongly i want him HERE, well maybe he'd change his mind.
I could NEVER try to show him those feelings though, i know this means alot to him.
I suppose by the prime of my life I'll know what I'm going to do with my Career and all that, but I'm so lazy right now. I could care less about everything except him and i KNOW that's a problem.
Guess it's time to fix myself again - sigh -.
- Glo 4laugh
