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Silent tears shimmer from the moonlight. . . Alone. . . The wind whispers of secrets. . . There’s no point to all this dreaming. . . Every time I came home to all this screaming. . . To drift away. . . A gift of immortal stars. . . Stir in my sleep. . . Reach out for you. . . No answer but a rustle of silvered leaves. . . Elegant tears fall. . . A porcelain face. . . The bloodied pillow. . . Smiling. . . Darkness wings wrap around her. . . She savors my touch. . . In the darkness, I’m not alone. .
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You have your reasons. . .You don't need to explain. . .Some call it treason. . .I call out your name. . .My life without you. . .A mess from da start. . .Why did you leave. . .What can I say. . .Blood stained streets. . .Tear stained windows. . .Take me home. . .Make an excuse. . .Give me a reason. . .Not to call out your name. . .Fallen legend. . .You said I'm yours. . .So please be mine. . .If you must run. . .Run to me. . .Run with me. . .
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Running in a field. . . Unleashing hell. . . Picking the stars down from the sky. . . Kissing the moon. . . The blood flows. . . The pain intensifies. . . The darkness is beautiful. . . Dancing in circles. . . Stay with me, I scream. . . The battle within. . . Peace. . . The word of light. . . The darkness moves again. . . Opening its arms. . . The piercing scream. . . Her words a whisper. . . Every word a cut. . . Her heart broken. . . Put it in a sorrow lined box. . . Skips in the flowers. . . Buries it under the tears. . . Come, it whispers. .
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New moon. . .Vows of forever. . .Rings of onions. . .Tear stained cheeks. . . Fierce honesty. . .Broken hearts still beat with in a lion. . .Be brave. . .Be strong. . .Honesty leaves ugly scars. . .Hearts shattered. . .Nothing mattered. . .Everything counted. . . looking thru a window. . .waiting. . .watching my woods.
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Eyes watchful. . . A presence known. . . The wind runs with fear. . . Hollowness of open words. . . Blood tears of forgotten loss. . . A hand held out. . . A pain looked past. . . A friend in the shadows. . .The whirling leaves. . . The dust settles. . . The traces of hurt. . . A cut to deep. . . Blood running into the river. . . Sacred stars fall from the skies. . . Look. . . The heavens are crying. .
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Ever present. . .always there. . .Shattered heart becomes sharp stones. . .Blood tears. . .flowing through da streets. . .Call out your name. . .Where to go. . .Where to hide. . .hearts on da ground. . .cast no shadows. . .Broken windows. . .Steal my sight. . .Never hurt. . .Blood reign. . .Yesterdays news. . .Frightened dogs. . .Savage hearts. . .So much remembered.
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A heart flooded with sweet memories. . .Fields of flowers. . .ageless forests. . .Crystal waterfalls. . .A single red rose. . .Unexpected pleasure. . .Christmas mornings. . .home cooked meals. . .Familiar paths. . .Friendship more precious than. . .gold, silver, jewels. . .A dead love's last kiss. . .Captured moments in a minds eye.

Fallen to the ground. . . Scraped knees. . . Cant get up. . . Empty tears fall. . . Never going to be perfect. . . The feel of your skin wasting away. . . I needed u to know. . . Its a one way street. . . Left alone in the dust. . . I feel the fear. . . Stinging clear. . . Haunting mass appeal. . . Tears dried by the wind. . . Assemble myself. . . Leading into the darkness. .
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Don't need your sympathy. . . Not like you. . . Don’t wanna be. . . Don’t think I'm better than anyone. . . Blessed by the God of insanity. . . Don’t need your hand.. Will see this through. . . You’re to blame. . . But its no use. . . Everything has fallen to pieces. . . But my world of insanity. . . You only wish you could be me. . . Up on the mountain. . . A angel bestows a kiss. . . You’re deluded. . . A piece of my mind isn’t hard to find. . . Don’t you feel like your losing yours.. All that it should be. . . Birds flying backwards. . . Reaching high into the blue. . . I’ve dreamt. . .
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This insanity will be a new desire. . . I can’t lie to myself anymore. . . Can’t let it go. .
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Don’t look at me. . .I see me through your eyes. . .Broken chain of desire. . .cursed bulk. . .wings of a thousand doves. . .Burnt jet black. . .You know I needed. . .Change not chains. . .Don't let it go. . .Don't let it be. . .Don't let the remains of the day. . .be all you've left in legacy. . .Sweet words of love. . .See what love has done to me. . .These chains you gave me. . .Be a noose around my neck. . .
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Deafening words of silence. . .Yes whispers do break hearts. . .Misery. . .memories of venom. . .How I long for night. . .I will keep your picture. . .Look at you each day. . .I will hold it close. . .For all the realm to see. . .Love has murdered me.
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Some how call me. . .Bring me back to life. . .Undying love be sacred. . .Immortality. . .In a dream. . .It will never be quite over. . .For I still hear your scream. . .Don't look at me. . .Don't touch me. . .For I fear heaven's embrace. . .