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Life the Great,
An entity of true insanity
One that never ceases
Except for those who
Cease to hold it to them.
It knows how to control all
And is the reason for existence

Such a perfection
Ruined by perceptions
And sexual frustrations
Made worse by soft
Slow encounters that
Cease to pass that of
A topless panted tango

Cancer and disease fill
The population with fear
Until the torrid flu arrives
And creates an epidemic
The public driven mad made
By rumor polluted media
And crazed teens that skip
The first step of the whole
Sideways waltz, protection

Death hovers above the head
Of all the people living
And life taunts those already gone
Beyond the gates to Hell
Because Heaven's doors have left
And everyone is damned
Everything is doomed to an eternity
Of persistent mortality and
Memories of hopeless sins
That never really quite happened

Like getting past that little
Upright tango and
Passing the barracade of
The zipper down the middle
And the man around the corner
Father figure keeping watch
Keeping you safe from him
But damning you to implosion
As you pray that he'll leave
Long enough for you to get
The help you need

Men in tight shirts
With the jeans arounds the thighs
Begging to be sucked
And teased because they
Do not know how to love
They help you out and
With a flick o the tongue
And a twitch of the finger
You're melted on your seat
Pleading for more

Tonight you are a child
Nothing more than that
Trapped in the skin of a teen
Swirling with suburban angst
And overflowing hormones
Stuck in tango never to dance
Surrounded by love that you
Want away for just a minute so
That you can get in a waltz
Or even a little trot
Because you're going mad again
And now it's just plain crazy.

To top off the insanity
The needs and desires
You have to choose one man
Or the other and everything's
Wrong in your head
Wrong in your bed
Wishing you were dead because
You just can't help loving them both
They're too amazing, two sweet
Guys that like you, might even
Love you, one of them does
But they might turn and spite you

You've been down this road before
With a brother and a lover
And now, the choice is painful
Because in the end you might
Lose one of them to something
For the wrong reason and
You feel the seasons and the world
Is seizing and squeezing
Your soul releasing
Screams of agony and misery
But there is no sympathy

You never cease to see
To need and seize
The moment and own it
Scream love from the rooftop
Before throwing up the side
And watching your stomach slide
Down the ten stories high
Before you let fly and jump
Trying to reach the sky,
Hitting the ground with no sound
Cuz no one is around and there,
Is no one to hear you.

Insanity and morbidity
Love and misery
Hatred and company
I want help but
Don't help me...
This is too crazy
Too hard to decide
And I hate I'm alive
I'm want to die.