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Shrouded in black, the mysterious bird creeps to the edge of the sky. It peeps down at the world beneath its feet, shivering a little. A flutter of wings reveals a glowing orange light as it plummets to the ground below, announcing the arrival of dawn. I sit by and drink a cup of black coffee.
o^o
Today was a good day. It was a half day at school, which was nice. I'm stuck in a group with Liz for that jam session thingy, but whatever. I can tolerate it.
I still have s**t I wanna say to her, but that wound has healed over. You know?

One of the reasons today was great was because I sung everything I said xD EVERYTHING, I'm not even kidding. It was SO much fun!
Also, Secret Santa was today. I got Danielle one of those chocolate mintwater things, a chocolate bar, a mange ("The Chronicles of the Grim Peddler" wink , and a bookmark with that quote "learn from yesterday, live for today, dream for tomorrow" w/ little stars woven onto strings dangling from it. She loved it! :'D
I didn't find out who my secret Santa was until I opened the card, which was the best! My bestie Bailey was my S.S. She was sooooooo good at hiding it.

But anyway, she got my almost EVERYTHING I put on my paper. She got me a scarf (purple, my fave color) and a huge bowl of swedish fish and cute holiday socks and smensils (watermelon and sugar cookie) and this cute Santa pencil and six pairs of earrings (on one thing, mind you, not individual). And then I opened the card and I found out it was her and I almost CRIED, 'cause it was just so nice, you know? I can't believe she went and got out all that stuff for me. I just squealed and jumped all over her and hugged her instead, though xD I was so afraid I was gonna get a stupid thoughtless gift like a $10 card to Wal-Mart or something. The only exception to getting a gift card is one to Border's, and even then I want it to be from family. Because on S.S you're supposed to get something that had thought put into it, you know? So I was so glad that someone put effort into mine, like I put effort into Danielle's.

When I got home (at 2:15) I read a book and then took a nap. Exciting, huh? I woke up at 6:30 because I was sweating.
Now I'm gonna go write something for this RP, which is really interesting. I always try to make my characters have depth but, even thought they're deeper than others, they're still shallow. But my current one isn't. It's really, really fun.

I want to hang out a bunch with my friends this winter break. I'm not going to England, so it'll be a great opportunity to get together outside of school. Maybe I can clean out my house and have a sleepover! I really want to see Fantastic Mr. Fox, so I'll probably see it with Madi or Danielle or Mia. Idk.

And now, for school drama!
In seventh period, I talk to Rook and Dani a lot (you guys are so cute together, you know?) Cx But Rook's really awkward sometimes. She acts like she's uncomfortable with me talking to Danielle all the time or something, and it bugs me. Idk if that's how she means to act, but it comes off that way. Maybe she's just like that? Whatever. I just needed to get that off my chest.

I might go to Blake. Idk. I just really dunno if I can handle at LEAST two more years of getting up at five EVERY morning and being tired EVERY day. Russell (the guy who was Willy Wonka in the play; he's a senior at Blake) was talking about how amazing their programs are and stuff, so you know. It really got me interested. If only I lived closer, or my dad could drive me there or SOMETHING. I just don't know if I can deal because I know I'll be staying up late doing homework and stuff. I'll lag behind.

This England-Florida thing is getting really annoying. I'm almost loathing going over there now. I love it and all, but it's just a bit too much. I get rushed off during the school day so I can get every freakin' possible second with my mom. Like last year, I missed the last day of school. Which REALLY made me mad because I *love* the last day of school. But, of course, my mom can't wait one day. I love my mom and everything, but it's really stressing me out. I just don't know what I can do about it, so why would I tell her? It's only a few more years.
But what about when I get a fr srs boyfriend or something? I don't want to be torn away for three months. Not to mention never spending any time with my friends. I just really wish she'd move back, but she isn't going to. WHATEVER, done with this topic!

I've said what I had to. Tata!






User Comments: [2]
Stever the Beaver
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Thu Dec 17, 2009 @ 09:50am


Oh dang! This post is gigantic. *puts his non-existent reading glasses on*

I did a secret Santa deal a couple years back and I put a lot of hard work into mine. The guy loved it and everything and I felt good that he enjoyed it so much. (I asked around and found out that he really loved Warhammer figurines and I found out what kind he liked. I searched around for these really rare ones he had been looking for and got them through a friend. The dude was shocked like it was the greatest gift he had ever gotten haha. The look on his face was priceless.) However, whoever was supposed to get me a gift never did. It was a completely anonymous system, so you didn't find out who gave you your gift even after you've received it. I have yet to receive a gift. *tear* It's cool that you put a lot of effort into it though. It makes stuff such as secret Santaing a lot more fun.

Reading AND taking a nap? All aboard the fun train bound to Excitingville! Hah, I'm just kidding. I do enjoy both of those activities. What kind of books do you read?

Are Dani and this Rook person dating? If so, Rook could possibly see you as a threat to their relationship, if you two spend a lot of time together or get along well. I'm just basing all of that off of pure assumption though.

Aw, Kaia is already worried about her for serious future boyfriend! That's cute! 3nodding

I'm just teasin' ya. If you have something you want to say to your mom, or anyone else for that matter, you should just do it. I'm sure your mom cares about how you feel, but she'd probably never know, if you never bring it up. Give it a shot, I'd say.

Now I'm going to sing my way out of this post just like you sang all day!

Rah rah ah ah ah! Roma roma ma! Ga Ga ooh la la~~~!


meeting new anxieties
Community Member





Thu Dec 17, 2009 @ 09:32pm


What s**t do you want to say to me?


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