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I've turned from a girl who once wanted to force herself into a dark corner
wanting to beleive I belonged there
wanting to be one there
wanting to frown

To a girl who wants to explore more than that corner
wanting to not belong there anymore
wanting to be more than this overwhelming sadness
wanting to smile

It's hard to be yourself and make everyone happy
and... It's just as difficult to make yourself special
It's hard to remember someone who is barely present in your life
But it's just as difficult to tear apart the memories from your mind
of someone dearest who've hurt you

I'm realizing these difficulties and a much grander scale
This is life.. and that will always be my excuse. My saying.



-Elli