Things will never be the same again
I'm left alone even though they want to comfort me
i am alone
for i don't know who to choose
i doubt them all
though i try to be happy
remembering what i did
how you all feel
i'm so ashamed
I don't understand why i hurted myself like that last night
i promised not to do it again and now i'm making that promise twice
i feel like eventually i'll break it again
i'm lost
between men and comfort.. there's no safty
safty died
and i killed it myself
-Elli
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