I dont know whats going on...I feel like i dont love him anymore but i know i do...I dont want to be without him but I want to have a happy life and one with all of the warm and fuzzies...I might just be feeling all of this because I havent seen him in a couple of days but it just doesnt feel right anymore...right now the only thng that helps me settle my brain is writting and drawing...so thats what i am doing...he loves me but I dont really know what i am feeling...It might all just be that i feel like i am going insane at the moment...I am unhappy with my life and I have no control really to do what needs to be done to become happy...
I am...
Determined
Optimistic
Insane
Spiritual
Loyal
Intelligent
Wise
A bookworm
A Writter
These are the only things i can think of that make me me...I dont know what ot do...I am just unhappy to like and insane degree...all well I know i do love him so i am going to try and work it all out...If anyone reads this besides the one i am talking about...dont worry abotu understanding it or my mental health...I will be fine...I just needed to write this all down...
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Just whatever stuff that pops into my head and i feel like putting down. So read if you feel like it or just whatever. I truly dont care. So read and who cares. Buh bye love you all!
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