Far from it. I don't think there's ever closure for something like this. I'm probably going to end up ranting, but I feel as if I don't get these feelings off my chest I'll probably explode. And wouldn't that be just peechy.
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So, the "closure" bit. Well, today I received news that my younger sister got into a car accident. One of which I called, because she be quite the arrogant driver (a tale which I won't bore you with). The said car in the accident was a 1996 Chevrolette Corsica, one of the last of its kind.
Despite her being okay, I couldn't help but feel angry. Yes, I'm thankful that she's alive. But, that car meant so much to me. It was the first car I drove in myself.
It was also the last place that I saw him.
I can't say that I'll ever get closure in regards to what happened that day, but for weeks I would glance over to the passenger's seat and begin bawling. I let him leave my side, I let him walk right to his death.
Of course I didn't know what was going to happen. How could I fathom that he'd take his own life? But it happened and that's all that matters now.
So now my old car is sitting in a junk yard, its usable parts being sold off to whoever wants it. Thankfully, memories aren't parted with so easily.
SECONDLY. If you see a car crash, DON'T YOU DARE ******** DRIVE AWAY FROM IT. The car that was behind my sister - yeah, he ******** kept driving, the a*****e. She could have been dead in those woods for all he cared. It's reasons like that which makes me hate the ******** pricks that live in the county. Because they're more worried about their money, and their fancy cars, and keeping up their "perfect" lives than to help someone in need right before them. So thank you, assholes. Thank you for allowing me to lose one family member and potentially another. D<</div>
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