im getting worse. i dont know when it started.... dont know how..... but i DO know that im starting to landslide.... all the pressure and the tension and the pain and the remarks.... they are all getting to me and breaking me up. and now im starting to slide......... im cutting more and more. i have attempted suicide more times than i can keep track of in the last six months. and im always thinking about it. thinking about ending every single bad thing i have ever experienced in my life once and for all. and im gettng closer and closer. sliding faster and faster. and i will fight as long as i can, but i dont thinki can hold out much longer. this sucks.
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