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Adorable_Hunny_Luv
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The world can be a harsh place…
A cold, unfriendly, tricky, malicious realm of insanity where the master is Fate and you are the pathetically stubborn little ant struggling to hold on to what you love. Let’s pretend for a moment that that ant isn’t me…
Let us imagine that I am a warrior able to protect that which I love, that I am not surrounded by an impenetrable cloak of darkness, hate, worry, tears, and terror…
Imagine that I am the person I pretend to be, I am strong, fierce, happy, healthy, and unafraid. That I can protect every one, and I know beyond all hope and doubt that everything will work out fine. Pretend for me, that I can handle anything; I can climb any mountain, walk through any fire or storm, fight any battle, and undo every knot. Ok, now let’s be honest and face the cold reality of things.
I am a girl struggling alongside everyone else, dragging my fears behind me and being slowed down by them. I am not a lion, I am not a wall, I am not a mother or an Angel. I am a human being like every one of you I have made mistakes and have many more too make in the future, I cry at least once a day , I am sick, I am an animal lover, I am a student, and a friend. I break down like everyone else, I fail at times, I lose hope in the darkest hours, and I am afraid…
But i know i am not alone, and that keeps me hanging on the the tiniest threads of hope when all i want to do is give in to the word and die. life is harsh yes, trust me i know, but in the end...we all have to live it.

-thank you for listining to my insane rantings...


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Silent Dream Night
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comment Commented on: Fri Nov 06, 2009 @ 02:51am
You are strong Ace, your sweet, intelligent, fierce, dude i could drone on, on how great you are and how much your significance hits the world like a meteor. We all have dark pasts and like you stated we shall all overcome it in the end. Whether you know it or not you are the reason why I get up every morning. Your the most purest person I know, and just to hear you speak brings more hope for me. Your the reason why people make those weird little quotes about friends, your always there through those harsh, sad, cruel, happy, and even emo times. Your there like my little security blanket. I know it may seem like I expect you to be like my mother and guardian angel at all times, but your not i know. Your younger than me, I shouldnt expect this much out of you, but you just put such a significance in my life that i cant help it. I dont blame you if you cry and not always put up those strong barriers, your you. And thats what i luv.


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