Recently, I was told by my parents that David's number was blocked, so he couldn't call. But can I call him? Thinking about that part upset me as well. I'm not sure what to do about it. I mean, I lay on my bed basically all day, crying because I might not be able to talk to him on the phone.
I don't know WHAT to do. I mean seriously, my parents are ruining my life and making it even more miserable than it started out to be. I really, honestly, want to commit suicide because I feel like it's my fault. Either that, or I'll kill my dad because he's the one who told my mom to block his number in the first place.
I really don't think there was a reason for him to do so either. But it doesn't matter, I'll probably kill someone/something. Maybe myself. I mean sure, people will miss me, but I won't miss my life here in this house. I can't stand it here. At all.
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