Love is patient, Love is kind
It does not envy, It does not boast
It is not proud, it is not rude
It is not self seeking, it is not easily angered
It keeps no record of wrongs
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth
It always protects
Always trusts
Always hopes
Always preseveres
Love never fails
1 Corinthians 13: 4-8
After talking to Bryan, things have gotten much more interesting. I think I've figured out that I really haven't been there like I should've and I'm paying the price for it. I really do want his happiness more thatn anything. I will give up all mine to make sure he's happy first. I know that worries him, but that's what I do best. Like I told him, the one thing I want right now, is a chance to add to his happiness whatever it may be. I told him I think he's really it well...I'm not so sure now. I'm not taking it back because I really do love him and still think he really could be it. It's just that I'd rather have a chance to give back before I take any vows with him. I want to be his best friend for a change while he's trying to figure out what he really wants. I think it'll be a good way to give what he deserves without having to burden him with a relationship he may not deserve with me. I know he's trying to figure that out as well but I really believe this is the best course for now. Because I really want him to be happy and in love with the someone just for him. I'll just keep reminding him that my friendship is always here for him and what ever he chooses, I'll still love him and we will always have eachother in some way. Until something is decided though, I'll keep giving everything I can and beyond.
 Manmaru · Mon Nov 22, 2004 @ 02:51pm · 0 Comments |
