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ymca/mitch/amanda!!!!!!!!
ok so today i let my hormones get ahead of me lol... like i usually do... and i learned tht isaac was going 2 the ymca... so im like ya next time u should tell me when ur going becuz i never see anyone i know... so then instead of the pool i got an idea... hey isaac when r u going 2 the y??? and hes all around 1 so i got my dad 2 take me and amanda 2 the y with him and her mom would pick us up at 5... welllll yes isaac wasnt there and he did mention earlier tht mitch was going.... and he was there... at first it was all wierd....... but then it was just eh. then after a while we finally were both in the gym playing basketball... just shooting around... (joe was w mitch, i was w amanda) and they challenged us 2... 2 on 2!!! yaya... haha i knew they were gonna beat us but we tried anyway and they beat us... then we all just hung out there until mitch had 2 go................ ok mitch. now.... heres the tough part... the deep innerish part... everything was cool... i mean it was fun and all but idt i really had any feelings 4 him.... even tho hes really cute... but there was nothing there and i think he felt the same way........ but anyway. idk what he was thinking inside... but if he asked me out again... i'd probably say yes..... becuz he's mitch... theres really nothing wrong w him... but if he didnt i'd understand and nt feel bad... i really wanted there 2 b something there... but i guess it just wasnt in God's plan even tho mitch is all tht lol.... and maybe i do still kinda like... ok i really have 2 stop the more i think about it the little more i feel like i miss him... and i honestly can say i do i just dont want 2 worry about it now... and yes hes cute and funny and all tht and maybe perfect... besides being immature... OMG AMANDA MELT DOWN i dont like mitch i dont like mitch i dont like mitch.... i really dont want this to effect me in anyway seeing him again... there clearly was nothing there i have to let it go........and fast.......amanda help me i dont want 2 have feelings 4 him but the more i think about it i feeeeeeelllll like i really like him...but im just getting over him.... omg omg omg ammmmannnda help me help me asap!!!!!!
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