Forgetting a person you loveD is like trying to remember a person you never met.
I hung out with my friends yesterday and we had the best time ever! Joking around with my bro was hilarious, especially the part when his phone buzzed! rofl After everyone left I went to the movies with my friend to watch the coolest one ever: Transformers Rise of the Fallen! I loved the entire movie except a scene that was personal to me... The mom had an LG Lotus, the same phone that she had...
It got me thinking of her again, I don't want to but it just happens. It usually brings pain and anger to me and my day is ruined. But I really thought about her last night in a different way...
There was one day at Wal-Mart that we saw a staff member from school, she talked about her grandchild who was born with her heart outside of her chest. She asked if we could keep the child in our prayers. As we walked off I reminded my girl about how we had just been talking about prayer the night before. She walked off and said something that was vague. I asked her to repeat it and she turned and gave me the meanest look and said, "I hate talking about religion..."
Looking back, I should have dumped her on that spot. It took me some time to realize that she believed in God but didn't want to commit to the Christian ways. I never want to be with a lukewarm person who says they believe but doesn't obey him. I consider those type of people evil, they can't let go of the world of suffering and pain for an everlasting life. She was a stupid victim too, abused by friends and family but she didn't want anything bad to happen to them. If she wants to continue to be hurt then she can do it without me.
I'll be waiting for the right girl, if they really love me and manage to climb the wall I built but they are faithless... No, not that kind of person, and never that one girl, even if she begs to me.
the S of E Community Member 
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