Love hurts, I fell for an amazing girl who had a crap-load of problems that hardly anyone would help. I was an inspiration and motivation to her, she called me when she felt really down and miserable and I always left her with a smile on her face... She had a beautiful smile...
She never wanted to get into another relationship again because her last bf broke up with her because of the military and distance. She doubted ME, doubted that I couldn't handle the commitment because she was my first real gf. But I was a man of Faith, I believe in God and I follow his ways and I would never hurt her in any way...
I never let her down, SHE did... Her ex came back to visit and he apologized for all the fights they had and for dumping her... She went back with him even though there was a hint of doubt that they might not last in their relationship... She knew if she stayed with me she wouldn't have to worry about anything, but she loved him more...
It's been a month since I last talked to her, I erased all her messages from my email and phone and threw away all the things she made, wrote, and drew to me. Never in my life have I loved and hated someone so much... My goal is to completely forget about her, never to think about the wonderful times we had... stare
the S of E Community Member 
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