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Thoughts On Life
What are friends for???
Aren't friends the ones that are supposed to make you feel better about yourself???
Aren't friends supposed to be the people who stop your crying???
Well, that's what I thought friends were supposed to be like, I mean that's the way I treat all of my friends...But apparantly that's not what friends are for.
Instead they sit there and ridicule you, making you feel like your a complete waste of space, and you're so called friends are the ones that make you want to break down and cry. I don't know, maybe I'm old fashioned, but I don't think friends are supposed to be encouraging you to commit suicide. It's just not right! Everytime I open my mouth, they beg me to go jump off a bridge!
I'm just sick of all the bullshit. I don't need this. I'm just sick of walking away feeling like total s**t.
I can't wait to leave this all behind.




I'd like to take this space to say I'm sorry to anyone who had to read this, I know you don't need to listen to my self indulgent whining.






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Evil_Reaper_lord
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commentCommented on: Wed Mar 15, 2006 @ 06:49am
just decided to read your journal...dont know if youll ever find this or read this but im kinda old fashioned aswell. sure i poke fun at my friends but i know when to stop and people nowadays...some just dont. i know how you feel and proabably worse. ive been treated like s**t for a long time...not ive gained a good level or=f respect from my friends but the teasing still comes. ive learned the greatest git of all...patience. the world isnt like it used to be. and fyi...i never ever ridiculed you or made fun of you in any way. should you ever need a shoulder to cry on remember mine is open to all my friends. thats the kind of guy i am...always there for anyone who needs it. always there but most often not even recgnized.

and i really do hope that whatever issue sparked this journal entry was resolved and that you are once again happy to enjoy your life while its easy.


commentCommented on: Wed Mar 15, 2006 @ 06:50am
oh and if you ever read that youll read this...sorry i kinda butchered some of that spelling...i can type fairly fast but i make many mistakes...one main one is missing my delete key and hiting = instead. lolz...my bad.



Evil_Reaper_lord
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