Well, he died. I knew it would happen, but not so soon. I suppose I had expected it to have been at least another fifteen to twenty years. I think that it has yet to hit me. I also think that when it does hit me, I'll be devestated. I'll just have to wait and see.
Everyone wants to remember him, but in a week or two, everyone'll want to forget him, and move on. I don't want to remember him. I want to celebrate him, and allow him to live on. Rembering means allowing to fade and die. I don;t want to do that.
I can't seem to get this right. If Backspace were able to show up, then this would be at least twice as long as it is.
I don't really have any news, because I've been closed up in a bedroom for the most part of the last few days. I don't know if I do it because I want to or because I have to. It actually makes me wonder how in control of myself I actually am. If I have no idea if I can leave a room for longer than it takes to get some ice, then who's to say whether or not I'm the one in charge of myself? Is it autopilot? I haven't the faintest notion, and I don't really care.
Everyone wants to remember him, but in a week or two, everyone'll want to forget him, and move on. I don't want to remember him. I want to celebrate him, and allow him to live on. Rembering means allowing to fade and die. I don;t want to do that.
I can't seem to get this right. If Backspace were able to show up, then this would be at least twice as long as it is.
I don't really have any news, because I've been closed up in a bedroom for the most part of the last few days. I don't know if I do it because I want to or because I have to. It actually makes me wonder how in control of myself I actually am. If I have no idea if I can leave a room for longer than it takes to get some ice, then who's to say whether or not I'm the one in charge of myself? Is it autopilot? I haven't the faintest notion, and I don't really care.
