Dear Journal,
Heyy World :3, Here's Another Day Of My Fake Happiness...
*Sigh* Fun Right? Well Almost Everyone's Still Acting Weird And Turning On me...
I'm Sick Of It...
I'm Glad I Have Some People That Haven't Turned On Me...
I Kinda Wish I Still Have The Life I had Awhile Ago...
After having Someone Leave And Kinda Change the Way They Were To Me,
My Life Changed Dramatically... And Kinda Physically...
I Mean like... My Life Before A lot Of the B.S. That has happened...
My Life... Was Better Than... This...
Before, I Didn't Know How Much Love Can Affect My Life In This Way...
Many Times These Days, Life Doesn't Give Me A Chance To Be Truly Happy...
Its Not Like I Haven't Been Happy... Its Just, I Want To... More Often...
My Smiles... Aren't As True As You Think... they May Look Like It...
But Its Just All Fake... I'm Starting To Pray And Hope God Gives Me A Better Start In Life Soon...
Now, I Just Have To Wait&See....
Thanks For Reading...<33
 iiS m o o t c h i e · Fri Jun 26, 2009 @ 10:14am · 0 Comments |
