k well when i get really bored i do things like this listening to gay music like paris hilton looking for people who talk to me but thats not proply wat will be best for my inner self cuz right now its screaming for paris to stop.XD
I know that no one reads my journals, so i'm talking to myself. It kind of helps but when I really think about it I feel really alone. I have'nt really seen or talked with anyone in a while. Ok it's only been about three days, but that seems like a long time for me. Im going to start up on a lot of work so i'll probably be anti-social for a few weeks at least. I know one person who might be a little upset but she'll live. It's really worth it in the end. I hope. I need to build on my auother skills. It'll talk time, and i'll need a lot of space. I don't want to tell her yet. She's on vacation so I want her to be happy right now. Though she's probably in a little pain after an accident she had, but she'll be fine. I want to make sure she's not mad, depressed, or emo until she get's back. That's about the time I expect her to figure out. I don't think she's even noticed my writeing has changed. But it's ok, I don't care too much. Well since there's a lot of work ahead of me I better start.