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Hey y'all it has been a very long time...miss me? when I last post was super excited about my No Doubt concert and I spoke of my Nan and how she wasn't doing so well. This post I will be updating you on both.

But first. I wanna talk about how very little has happened to me since Febuary... A whole lot of nothing, In March y sister came down to visind we went from Ontario and we went to see the above mentioned grandmother, who by the way was the strongest women I knew next to my mother, a fighter through and through but ore on that later. My Sis came down we wne to see family a nice road trip to the east and turns out there aint a whole lot going on on this side of the country a side from a whole lot of pretty it was during that weird period between winter and spring so the ski slopes were closed and the snow was dirty and slushy but it was still cold. We stayed at a not so fancy hotel in the sall town not wanting to impose on the family and we snuck my dog in in a duffle bag...poor girl and ate at some weird very tackie little chinese food place with a wicked hardcore stereotypical name like Wong's or Chang's I forget but it was pretty good aside fro the dirty forks...and the annoying kid beside up who had pancakes, very authentic I know. Any way we came back home after all the visiting there were lots of tears, there always are when we leave nanny, because we never know if it is going to be our last time seeing her or not, but it was especially hard for my sister because she knew it was going to be her last time seeing her. Yeah so we got back home and I took the sister out for some shopping, I got her to try sushi for the very first time...Hilarious and she looked like a Spaz playing wii...but who doesn't??? eh, so she just hung out for a few days and then hopped a plane next to Ont. c'est fun?

Jump forward a few months to May, not my proudest month indeed. Let me start by saying I am of legal age to drink in Canada and that is as close as you will be getting to knowing my real age, and although I a of legal age I don't really drink all that much...and then May happened, oh child, did I ever. Every day of every weekend I drink my weight in all sorts of unsavory deliciousness but here is what I discovered in my drunken haze:

1. I like, no Love, Rum and Coke...tis my drink
2. I think I like Caesars a little more actually
3. I am a vapid bar-sexual, yes I said Bar sexual not Bi sexual
4. I have my very first heterosexual non-celebrity boy crush
5. And I kissed a boy...a couple boys actually, and a few girls...a lot of people were kissed by me last month, I am so happy I am an affectionate drunk and not a violent one
6. OOOOH and I learned a whole lot af fun little pressure points YAY!!

and all this Drinking lead up to my Birfday...which funnily enough I did not drink on my Birthday...I have to give the liver tie to heal eh?

And thet bring us right to this week...the Bday was on Monday...when we got the phone call...Nanny's not doing so well, mom went to see her...this was on monday, Wednsday Nanny passed away, which wasn't all that hard on me to be honest, I think it will really hit home when I see my mother again, but as odd as it sounds I am so happy for my nanny she is in such a better place now, no more suffering, I know she was in a lot of pain and just uncomfortable the last while. I' glad she gets to rest, she had suck a long and not easy but rich life, I think she was in her mid to late 80's, Her life will be celebrated and she will be missed. The awesome thing, and this is the reason I sometimes believe in reincarnation, the very next day my Cousin's daughter gave birth (would she be my second cousin?..IDK) but I find that so awesome, one life is take and another life is given...kinda beautiful eh?

On to something a little more bright and cheery; today marks the very first day of my vacation...woo friggen hoo, and tomorrow I leave to go see my sister in Ont...the one who came to see us in March and I a wicked excited becaude I get to see y neices and nefews(sp?) and do all the fun touristy stuff like Niagra falls and spend heaps of dollars and good time. And then, on Tuesday something magical happens, I get to see NO DOUBT live...and Gwen will spot my in the crowd, our eyes will meet and she will call Gavin and tell him to take the children becuase she met a new man and we will allope to Vegas.... I CAN'T WAIT!!

Yea so that is about it, sorry it took so friggen long for me to post I will try to be more frequent

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