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Wow, my last real entry was all the way back in March!! Sorry. Everything has changed since then... kinda. I am now living in Vancouver, going to school, completely new life. When I first came to Vancouver back in August it was super cool being in a BIG shiny new city but the novelty quickly wore off and I realized I was all alone in this big shiny city and it wasn't something I was ready for. This was my very first time starting over and I never in my life felt so isolated.

BUT it gets good.

August 29th, I met 5 of the most amazing people I think I will ever meet, we have been friends online for years now... well most of us. We all met at an event here in Vancouver and spent the weekend getting to know each other even better. I was so nervous to meet them but once I finally did it was like bumping into a life long friend I could pick her out of a crowed from about a block away it was the most surreal thing ever and she was so awesome. Truly an amazing person. Later that week I got to meet her sister, and two friends from the UK (all of which I spoke to for years) and a new gal of the America... who was amazing. The event in and of itself wasn't as great as I was hoping it really lacked an atmosphere I was longing for but these people were worth the hefty price. One night me and a UK'er went out and partied and I think it might have planted some seeds which I am now nurturing to see what comes of it...more on that later.

Gets bad again...

This event I had planned long before school was in my mind, I was looking forward to it for almost a year after it was over I really had nothing to look forward to and that feeling really kicked my a**, it was like I was back home with friends and then it was taken away again and it was so rough. and that went on for about a month. between not being able to connect with anyone and not being able to find work it was just like wtf am I doing here.

oh look! better again.

My full time classes finally start. Finally!! I start to come out of my shell which thank god! I have always been a very extroverted individual which I think the people I talk to on here can attest to, and it was like I lost my self for a bit, but I'm back and I'm grouping my people together and now feel like a member of this ******** city and I kinda love it now. I've been partying now for a month straight which I am told is normal for us small town boys hitting the bog city, life has been a little more experimental, I'm a Starbucks person now and School is fun as hell.... I have about two more weeks left of class before finals the off until the new year and things are good.

don't really know what else to talk about....
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Big Love
B.