Maybe I have been too depressed lately
ya I know I have
It's because I want to be
I want to be far away from every one
most of them annoy me
and some I can't protect for ever
there is how ever
some one i will protect
even if I can't right now
even when some one says not to
he is the one I love
after all
I wish to see him
whole and well
I wish he would hold me
but even if he never does
I'll hold him
although he could be a dream
it's a dream worth
the reality
with out him
the reality wouldn't matter
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right now I feel like I don't care, it shouldn't matter, like the life I live is endlessly humiliating my thoughts on my wishes, but he still keeps me here, I feel angry at him, pissed at the world, yet I love him, I want him to love me, and I really want some one to be able to just hold me right now, so I could put down guard.