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I'm not mad at work
I hate work
I'm not mad at life
I hate life
No
What I'm mad at is you
I will not be you
I will not turn into this failure
The fact that I can't live alone
The fact that i need you
It hurts every inch
Every centimeter
Of who I wish to be
If I could follow my morals
I'd be dead
If I was who I want to be
I wouldn't be here suffering under you
Humanity has it's problems
I am as flawed as the rest
But i can't change who I am
Not while I'm here
Not while I'm with you
I'm not mad at myself
I hate myself
But you
I wish I was done with you!