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That one chinese one that means "peaceful state" or something like that? That's what I feel like right now. I feel like I'm in a peaceful state. No, everything's not right, but... I've had time to just sit down and think about things, and I came to a very important [yet very obvious] conclusion- it's all going to be all right. Everything's going to turn out to be fine. They will look up eventually.

I have people who love me, a place to stay, and food to eat. Sometimes I have friends to talk to. That's more than enough for me. Even if nothing seems quite in-sync... it's my life. I wouldn't want it any other way. Besides, I wouldn't fit into it if it weren't exactly the way it already was. When you go and change the puzzle, one piece never quite fits. I'm tired of jumbling up the pieces and am ready to put them back where they belong. Thanks to Shelby and Chase for helping me see this. I love you guys, more than you can know.