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love
what importance is it
until you find it
fighting
damn
why lose to every thing
can't see the right way to move
and to them of all people
life
i, i don't see the point any more
it's all so confusing and then society has to come and ******** with me
wish I could punch something
death
I don't care for this world
maybe I can just drift this way
no one seems to care anyway
older
I hope I win when I'm older
I hope I get a nice job and marry
to live happily ever after
it seems simple enough
what about the now
what about these friends
is there a point to any of this
i wish I could die but I can't
to much to see the end of in this place
I haven't won and seen what should be
I could never lose to them
when I haven't even found the person that gives me reason
thought
you know
every thing I think of
it all makes me feel depressed
stupid emotions
stupid life
I just can't give up yet
but it's so hard to not just fall
all this is so pointless any way
the thoughts are still there
but I am still interested
I guess
all I can do is go to the place I do every day.