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I seem to have really rushed through today. Just trying to stay alive, you know. It's hard. But I got home at 3:50 and by the time I sat down on the couch to eat lunch it was only 3:59. I was like, 'Wow!' I'm pretty amazing sometimes. Sometimes.

Did you know... I got called conceited the other day? I thought that was odd, and it was a first. I am definitely not a conceited person. I mean, I know I'm not horrible, but I know I can do good. But I think the reason people might think that I am is because they don't understand my sarcasm. It might be too much for their weak little brains to process.

For example, today, I tried to explain to this one kid that Jesus was actually born in the spring. That's a true fact. But he didn't get it all. I explained to him like 5 times, 'The reason Christmas is in the winter is because Christianity was trying to over-power, or like, wipe-out the other religions, and that time of year is when they have their holidays, like Kwanzaa and Hanukkah. It even says in the bible that Jesus was born in the spring...' and it went on for a while. That one right their was my attempt to explain it to him in an understandable English. But he never got it. Oh well, his loss. He will forever be brain washed by these stupid people...

So today was an odd day, yes. I was so lost. But wait, aren't I always lost, in my mind? I get so distracted... too much, too much. My head can't handle it. But I will have to go on with it. I don't mind it, I kind of like being able to get lost in my own head, but not during school. Not during school. This song is, well, it kind of irritates me. It is called The Piano Knows Something I Don't Know (Alternate Version). If you listen to it, you will understand why it irritates me. His voice is beautiful, though. When is it not?

Be-a-u-ti-ful.

Ah, I have to change my music again. The album has finished. You know, I think I like to tortue myself with horrible music. Why I am listening to I Kissed A Girl by Attack Attack is something I cannot answer. I really don't know. It's kind of catchy, I guess. Electric. But, annoying, at the same time.

I think I want to change the music. I think I do. But I won't. Because. Just because.

Heh, it really gets stuck in your head.