What purpose is there to love when it does nothing but cause you pain. Ripping you apart killing any hope you might have. Why does love cause you to hurt so when the person you love turns their back on you. Makes you sick to the point of death when you can not feel the smallest touch of your loves hand. Causing you to go mad with every beat of your heart.
Feeling it rip apart at the smallest whisper or hint of the person you care for. Love ha that is funny try saying lies, deseat, hate, an most of all loneliness you have never felt so deep inside. At first it is so nice the hope the soft sigh that comes from you with the sight of your loved one. With the laughter you share an the few tears. To feel that everything is right an will be ok.
As long as you have him there next to your side the world will shrink an time will stop. But it's all lies the truth comes rushing back after the moment is gone the deed is done. Giving yourself to one person. Your soul, trust, an hope just to have it ripped apart. The dreams shattered the truth shown in its dark ugliness. To feel the hate pure disgusting an ugly sigh of who you have become. A weak an sorry person filled with so much pain an ugliness you can not stand to even look at yourself.
That is love the bitter truth of it. This is love the act the feel the word its self. LOVE is nothing but a hollow empty monster waiting to rip you apart. And leave you nothing but a small broken an bleeding shell of a person. So why do we want to feel love so much when in the end it causes nothing but pain an death.
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