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"stand out you might get noticed"...riiiiiight sure i might get noticed....hhmm last time i checked im never noticed.....hhmm lets see here...:
when i was 7 years old i got a A on my test.i was so happy that i wanted to bring it home to show my parents and my older brother.as i walked home i tryed to think on how their faces would look when i showed them and they just might put it on the wall in my room....
the thinking was wrong.....
when i walked inside my house i ran off to my mom and showed her my test.when she seen it she didnt say anything...she didnt smile or look up at me...she just walked away...i went to show my older brother but he pushed me out the room and closed the door...i wanted to show my dad but he wasnt home...i went to my room and took some tape and tryed to hang the test myself...but when ever it looked like it was on right it would always fall back down....that showed that my test wasnt good enough.....
noticed that time...no not a word from anyone except a walk away and push with a slamed door behind me...another one:
when i was 10 years old i was in a basketball game where who ever made the most shoots gets a medal....there was more than 15 boys older than me and i won the medal....that day i went home expecting everyone to be happy.....but when i got home it was something way different....when i got home my brother was there....my mom wasnt...my dad gone....my brother locked in his room talking on his phone......"he bro look what i got..i got a medal open the door please so you can see".....i never got a answer...i stood at the door waiting for a answer..but i never got one....
now im 15 and i still dont get noticed....just a few weeks ago if im not mistaken i won a contest on the best drawing....again i went home to tell my family the news...but i didnt even get a word come out their mouth...not even a "go away"...i just got a walk away and a push....nothing new.....everything about me was never noticed so that saying"stand out you might get noticed"....that sayings dead to me...i try my best to stand out....but i never get noticed...