Sometimes I have a way of looking at the world when I'm down and calling that the real world but that's Marlarky! The real world is the fun and exciting world when my feet are not on the ground, when I fly because I know so much joy. I just imagine it to be when I'm down and things look their worst in my eyes--often in my eyes only--and I look my worst--again in my eyes only--I just imagine that to be the real world I have to live with... If it is the world you live in get help. That is called depression or disthymia (sp) and they can help you. Really they can. I learned while dealing with a riend's depression that there are always two ways of looking at things: the way I see them and the way they really are--and forget about the way the world sees it, it's not worth the time to find out.
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