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The other day I received some text messages, from the ex's a** hole of a friend, after all the hate I assumed he had for me and all the hate I had and still very much have for him,I would have never seen this load of s**t coming.
Here is what the idiot wrote, I really didn't know what to say, I was so mad. scream
" Lol you will probably freak but meh, you can't hit me so idc. It's sad really I always hated you actually. And you actually have a heart. You aren't Internet girls, maybe thats why Mike likes you. You have a certain thin about you that wants people to know more. Like you look emo then you are crazy amazing and you say you are interested in practicing Wicca. I don't know why that makes me think for a second I like you. I don't even know this girl btw you don't know me at all. You only know what Tim and Mike have said about me. And i'm probably not 90% what he has made me out to be. If I was an a*****e I wouldn't be texting you this how you blow my mind and it makes me like you. Tell me that is ********. I never like Internet girls. There always fake but you're not, you're just crazy..."
MY GOD, ITS SO ******** LONG AND SO FULL OF s**t!!! What the ******** is all this?! I have talked to the kid maybe twice, and he treated me like s**t, threatening to hack into my gaia. Then he got my number from Tim and started texting me every so often, I always got so pissed every time i got one and usually wouldn't reply to them.
He called me emo, i'm not emo. He called me an 'Internet girl'. So i'm an Internet girl just becuase I use the Internet? I don't get it. This thing has been making me s angry for the past few days. He knows full well I love Mike yet he says this. Douchedouchedouche.
As a reply to the a*****e thing, i'm sure you are exactly the a*****e Tim and Mike have made you out to be. I have witnessed first hand the extent of your assholeness. scream
I am actually seriously offended that he would even say this stuff to me. TO ME??!!
I need a hug. emo what a douche.
Then when I told him to ******** off afterwards he replied saying I was intrigued. INTRIGUED??!! Don't flatter your self. scream
I can not believe that actually happened, I would be pleased if someone would just bash his face in, preferably Mike. D<
-Le sigh-
On another subject i'm super stressed about this math test tomorrow, I'm not getting the help I need and it's really bothering me. I had yet ANOTHER panic attack today when I was studying. It's just too much to remember and no one is taking the time to help me.
My mother is teling me to stay calm but that is much easier said then done, sadly.
All the stress is giving me little pimples everywhere and I look terrible with all that pastey foundation on my face. gonk
Hopefully all of this stuff will melt away with spring break and all the time I will ge with Mike. Thinking about it now makes all the bad things go away for a bit. I really love it and I really love him. heart
 Guilt-na Doll · Mon Feb 23, 2009 @ 11:58pm · 0 Comments |
