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So last night I dreamt. As I do most nights, but this night, I actually rememebered it! It was not a very happy dream. Well, it could be a happy dream. I was at my old school. Playing on the play thing. But then someone came. He was ugly. And riding on some sort of fugly bike. My kitten Venus was there. He tried to hurt her, but her never did. I chased them around for a while, and he turned into a bug-thing with a really long antannae, but he kept chasing her, so I kept chasing him. Finally, I got her. And then I rememeber. I had had this dream before! Only, I had not caught her! Is this a sign? A prophecy? Of something good to come? It must mean something. I think it means I happier, more confident, and less willing to give up. And so I am persistent, was persistent in my dream, and saved my babii gato.

Tonight I am opening ONE Christmas gift. It is wrapped in a perfectly square box, so I am not sure what it is. I THINK it might be the iPod I have asked for for years. I am hoping. I wanted a Purple iPod nano. But any one would be nice. As long as it isn't yellow. Or white. And if it is not an iPod! I am not sure. Maybe a camera? I need a camera. I broke my last one. Well, my last 2 if you want to get technical. And I want to be a photographer when I grow up. Maybe my parents want be to pursure my dreams. If that is true, then maybe it is Adobe Photoshop! I have wanted that for a long time too. But this gift, is in a square box. Adobe is in a more rectangular box. I was looking at Elements the other day at Costco. $80 or $90! Not too bad! Paint Shop Pro 9, the program I have now, was like $120. It's nice, but not the best. And I want the best. So who knows what this gift might be? I don't. And I won't until tonight, when my dad comes home from work.

Tomorrow, I am going to Los Angeles. I want to go now! It's so boring and cold here. I HATE LIVING HERE. That is a way I am like my sister. We hate living here. Which is why she left. Another way we are alike? We would choose money over [romantic] love any day! Enough about my sister and I. More about my trip. I will be coming back on January 3? 11 days before my birthday. I am having a birthday party down in Los Angeles with mostly family. A few friends. Last year, I didn't have a party down there, because I had wanted to have it in the summer, but we didn't have enough time, so I didn't. But this year I am! At my Grandma's house. Ugh. Her house is soo... not clean. Not really dirty, but definitely not clean. And she rents out rooms to people, so they are always going in and out. I would have liked to have it at my other Grandparent's house, but they aren't really party-people. But hopefully all goes well and my cousins can come. Then I will be happy :]