so i've realized a couple things.
one. people are ******** assholes. [actually i already knew that but today it was proved to me again.
two. peoples hearts are suffocated from exposure to those cold and dark and now we are all suffering from a dead heart.
three. i am invisible and so weak. everyone likes to walk all over me, and i am too upset to even stop them.
four. i am so independent. i don't need anyone, but alone i cannot balance my feelings or my head. i rely on my friends. therefore, i am so dependent on them.
five. betrayal. i am worth nothing to anyone and am always left behind. when will things change.
six. i am nicer. nicer than i was. my heart does not wish evil to those who hurt me. i forgive them, yet this is getting me no where. i only tried to help others. i am only trying to help. i've left myself behind for everyone only to be good, but i...will pay for everyone's sins. i will sacrifice myself. because whether or not i am deserving of it. it is the right thing to do and someone needs to do it. to save others.
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Lliieess.
it's like ******** retarded.
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