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i always thought i was special. the one to be yours. and you were mine. but i see now that there are others. ones you put before me. those you love unlike myself. but it's okay. i understand. i get it. i wasn't meant for you. so i'll stay here, waiting. until i die....alone. but it really doesn't matter to you. because i am not special. i am not yours. and you are not mine. i come last now. even though i knew you first. this isn't the first time. so don't worry. don't care. and leave me here....alone.