I have a 12-year-old sister. The both of us share a very special relationship...a relationship that not any other siblings share or have. I always feel that there is an invisible ribbon tying and uniting us both together. However, now that we've grown up we always fight and argue. And whenever a fight springs, I often feel a slight tug on my heart-- as if the ribbon tying us together is gonna SNAP! out of the blue. Aside from the ribbon about to break, I feel my heart is gonna break too because I know that my heart and that ribbon...are connected. I notice my sister and I grow up steadily...but fastly at the same time. Slowly and constantly, the ribbon stretches and stretches. I wonder if the ribbon will continue stretching until--! The gap the ribbon is making by stretching widens as we fight. Our fight gives me a hint the ribbon will snap soon...
There are times when I tease my sister by disguising it as a compliment and she laughs! I feel a fluttery feeling inside of me whenever that happens... At times, I will compliment her but this time, it isn't a tease! I say things like, "I like your hair and those bangs look great!" but all she says is, "Shut up. I'm sick of it." She still thinks of it as a joke and replies bitterly whenever she gets the chance. Then, I feel a stronger tug on my chest. It..it...hurts so bad that sometimes, I just wanna cry and let it all out!
Nowadays, she's acting cold....AGAIN. You might say that I should be used to this by now but I am so NOT used to her iciness! Have I ever treated her so badly? Perhaps..but! I'm sorry, then!
Well....I guess this will be the only answer to all this, huh... My sister is simply... growing up. Now, she may be at the "rebellious" stage of a kid... I must also treat her and quit making arguments with her...^^ At least now, I feel better by writing my problems into this journal!
MY ~ SISTER ~ AND ~ I This is me at the right side!
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