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I have lost ninja the person i love, who saved me from myself. i don't know what im going to write on this, i wish thing hadn't gone the way they have but what ca be done about it nothing really. all i have now is my friends and im not going to lose them, there awesome and there's nothing i don't really not like about them its just who they are and if that what there like that's they way i want them. how much do you think the mind can take? I've got a plan to stop me going nuts and end up killing myself im just going to try to be with any of my friends almost all the time. i now i have one good thing coming up, im going to see slipknot with two of my awesome friend that be fun, be a good day ill sleep well that night usual do after being with my friend before i go to bed because im not thinking of some thing and can sleep with a blank mind or just some thing i like. but not tonight and last night was just bad and upsetting but ill be sort of alright i think don't know maybe, want some vodka or weed lol no. all i need is my m8s and there not some thing you usually lose and if i did i would have nothing so bye bye sean burning_eyes BORED BORED!! crying emo