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omg i cried today still am sort off, i don't really like telling people things i get asked by teachers and get asked personal stuff that i don't want to tell them but they keep asking so some times i say the truth and that shuts them up for 10 mins then they try to help by just talking about it when im in lesson whats annoying im trying to get on with my work and other people are around me and its just ant right. i went to one of my friends house just for some time away from home and just talk to a m8 but no my Nana rang me stilling my life, she went on about things trying to make me sad so i just did put my ear to the phone. one thing she said i had to go home first wait until my sis is back that always go out and then i can go to my friend well i can it be too late for that then shell be going on about why you not at home you know what time it is dam she things she my mum but my mum would let my out as long as i want but shes not her self anymore people have f*cked with her mind i can see it they make her like a puppet it what they want not her, if she was her self even how she is now she would want me to have fun live my life not this now. I've lost all the happy memory's i cant think of one with out it being bad. i can think of ones with friends, if i didn't have them i would of just being another name in the paper saying that i have killed myself and there no joke about that.