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omg so i wrote this long a** journal and i was just signed out UGH!!

ok so here's the summary of all of it

my bf dumped me right after i finished saying that he was wonderful in the last journal, and today we were talking and he says that he wants me to take him back then he says that this other girl is gonna ask him out and that he don't know who he wants me or her

he also said that he still loves me, but i'm not on enough to talk to him even tho i was on when he wasn't at the time and our timezones are only an hour apart

he told me that he got over the break up in only a couple of hours, even after he said he still loved me, really showed me how much i was really worth

if you love someone, u shouldn't have to decide if you love them or not

he told me that i'm the most caring gf he ever had, then he dumps that "other girl gonna ask him out" on me! i was soo mad i stopped crying and my skin turned red, but i didn't yell at him, i try not to hurt people

well it'd be nice to get back with him, and he'd be a better bf to me, because in the entire relationship he said "idk" 3/4 of the time then tells me that we don't talk enough. and he never made up his mind

i'm sorry, i don't mean to be mean or anything but this is just the truth, i love him to death but, there's only so much i can take...

depends on if he wants me, if i'd even take him back

to be continued....