ok, so besides the fact that i'm totally and completely lazy..
i haven't been using my journal to it's complete extent, i believe i should journal for my every thought and fansy ^^
so my wonderful boyfriend is always on my mind, i can't ever shut up about him, he's soo quiet all the time, but he makes me laugh and smile and grin all the time, i'm so happy, i pray to God that he never leaves biggrin
second of all, i'm always sick all the ******** time!! i get so ******** tired of it!!!!! i wanna puke but i can't, i'm tired, and sore. One of my friends won't let me tell her about my problems, so i have to listen to her b***h all the time, so i'm telling my journal all my pains, sorry people
3rdly, school assholes/whores/bitches, they are calling me Lydia, after the girl on the steve harvey show, so basically they are calling me fat. and i'm soo tired of people bitching about me being smart, or finishing my work before them or getting a higher grade, it gets on my nervs. i say the bastards need to 1. pull up their mother ******** sagging pants so i don't have to see their asses anymore, i don't want to know if they want a guy to bend them over, cause that's what it means! 2. grow up, and shut up, if they were mature they wouldn't be saying s**t in the first place so those 2 go hand in hand 3. stop being haters
and well i'm really tired so, may i'll journal later
did i mention i have a wonderful lover?? i love him to death ^^
View User's Journal
plz comment thoughtfully what u think does matter to me in one way or another
something, anything, and nothing is written here
[img:a30d4c3558]http://i83.photobucket.com/albums/j311/XxDarkDemonPrincessxX/anime/anime%20girls/ghost3.jpg[/img:a30d4c3558]
u have hurt me so deeply that i cannot speak so the shallow scars that i carved in my leg say what my words cannot
u have hurt me so deeply that i cannot speak so the shallow scars that i carved in my leg say what my words cannot