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I'm supposed to be setting the table right now! Oops?

I had an overall good day today. This morning, on the way to school, my ma n' I saw 5 Yes on 8 signs in a row. They were right across the street from the school that every1 knows is populated with gays (like myself). What ********! I vowed to take those signs down.

At lunch, I forced Caitlyn to come with me to kick down the signs. Dammit! Some1 had beat us to it. Oh well, it was probably for the best. I don't need to get in trouble with the cops anymore. But, it is public property, and the person who put down the signs was littering. I'd have helped clean up!

I kept getting a lot of complements again today. It felt good. I looked amazing! That's my opinion. Especially for election day, i wore a new jacket that shows 2 women putting on lipstick. It's sexy to me! I put on some black skinny jeans, a red flannel belt (lumberjack, yes?), black socks with lipstick lip prints on them, solid black cons, yeah. I'll get into specifics too. I had on white underwear, of course the promise ring from my girlfriend, and an earring that is a zipper. It's so ******** cool!

In Biology I was spoken to a lot. Corky, Cody, Jaun, and Jon. They were all interested in my lesbian-ness and all the girls I supposedly ********; cutting, the whole bit.

I just came back from the polls with my daddy. He made it seem like some big ordeal. My dad said there might be protestors, and if there were, not to yell at them. He said there'd be lines. I was expecting some huge a** building with tons of people inside. I thought there'd be so many people that I'd lose my daddy in a massive heap of strangers.

Once we got to the little church/school thing I realized that his story was a feeble tale.

When we left I started quoting Sarah Palin. I have been all day! Well, Tina Fey's version of her. "Good evenin' Mr.President. I've seen you on the T.V.!"

I think that Prop.8 will pass. I hope it doesn't. I want to be able to marry my girlfriend in the land I was born. Why is my future put into the hands of heterosexuals? Many of which, i do not even know. Why are they doing this to us?

I once had hope, just a bit, but was losing it quietly everyday. Then, today, 58% of the students at my school wanted 8 to pass. I thought young people were more understanding, accepting. If high school students want it to pass, what does that say for the rest of the population?

Seriously, I know the old people hate gays and are set in their old ways. That's how they are. Homosexuals have been around for so long. There never once was without a gay person (unless you believe Adam and Eve, but c'mon, we all know Adam was gay).

Well, I guess this isn't a free country.
I am not free.

I thought I'd note down a vision that i just had.

It was our wedding night. Caitlyn and I were at a giant chirch. It had mahogany chairs, walls, you name it. The walls were of a beige tint. I was dressed in a black suit. Caitlyn was in a gorgeous wedding dress. She looked magnificent, but, yet again, she always does. She were walking up to me when all of a sudden the priest pulled my suit from the back. He kept tugging and tugging. He was pulling me away from her, down the steps of the church. I shrieked, "But I'm a man now! Please! Stop! I'm a man!!!" Caitlyn knelt down crying and I was thrown out of the church with a police escort.