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Hey Jude.
Right now I am in a writer's mood. Over vampires, contrary to what my avatar is dressed in. The real drama I find is what really happens without the illusions. Oh Jude, I am quite into this one, but I just can't focus you know. I have two stories in the progress of growth. My untitled vampire one and this victorian one. I haven't really told you about his baby.
Yeah its about a love triangle. Shocker.But the drama is still quite beautiful you know. Doctor Proctor comes to a twon to apprence a doctor. He meets Estella, a strong and fairly independant woman in the 1880s who is in love with him. Well not at first lol, she loves to toy with men, but his clumsy yet beautiful ways get to her. But here is where the drama happens. While under apprenceship, he is forced to find out a ark screat of a prominant family. A so called devil child. Eden is the most beautiful girl you ever could meet. Her beautiful blue and green eyes make you want to come closer. Her hair is long and atherial blonde. When light shines, it is almost as if she effervesents light. But, every week she falls into hysteria. Her preacher father isolates her in secret for he thinks it is poccession. But it is only sichofrenia. XP spelled wrong.
But she live in a time where mental diseases are no understood. Soon, Proctor is torn between the lovely Eden and Estella. Don't get it wrong Estella is also stunning, but she is what Eden could never be in the times. Estella has lived in the real world, if Proctor choses her it would be a natural an excepted love. But Eden is a forbdden fruit of her family's garden. Nice irony huh? XP To have her would be only pure torture.
The thing is both girls are one in the same but, "Eden is the misshapen rose with out thorns... Estella is the same red rose but with her natural thorns... But with all of my delicacy, I forgot to also be delicate with my thorned rose..."
The whole story ends with the death of Eden. It is a whole complicated mess which i have every part planned out. It is so twisted. Eden and Estella become friends, but in one of her crazes, Eden slams Estella into the river. Estella is sent into a coma, while Eden is burned with her family to purify the town. Proctor is only restrained has he watches the house burn.
Yeah, but now my dad tells me, he doesn't know of wither of those two stories, to use my own life to write a story. Which i have to say sounds appealing. Right now to around in eariler late august, would make a lovely story. Hahas. Right now I miss simpler times. Yeah, I am still thinking about those timess. Hey, I can't get over things well when I never get closer. Hopefully Shiny can help me. Hahas my little Lady has been playing match maker. Concidering my horrible record with men, maybe blindly being set up by someone who knows me wouldn't be so bad. She knows alot of boys, good catholic boys.
Sigh, I love my four, eh maybe three, guy friends dearly, but one is gay, the other two I see only has like a gender nuetral, and well the possible fourth. Haha that one doesn't even look at me any more much less talk, so I doubt he still see me as a friend. Sad really, I still love him, but he no... no I doubt he could ever say anything as friendly towards me.
Oh Jude, if I were to use my own life, that would be a load of unhappy thoughts dug out of the earth.
Well see you laters.
 Ayrako · Sat Oct 25, 2008 @ 03:32am · 0 Comments |
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