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	My Life: The Book If any of my dreams were to come true I hope my little voice is heard world around.


It hurts alot sometimes. I love Love, but it hurts alot. Reading about, hearing it second hand, that's the stuff I live for. Its strange. I don't know why my heart is hurting so much right now. I am so confused. I have no reason to hurt. It's strange. Some days I just find myself watching other people's lives, pretending I'm living them. Someone very important to me told me something during a lower time of my life. It made me think alot for a time. I've always been fantisizing about other people's lives. So much maybe I've started to only live in fantasy. I lost an insentive to live for myself. I have been pretending to live life! How stupid is that?!? I am so freaking scared to live! I want to run around, be rebelous! I've always wanted to wear things and do things! But I've only fantasized!!! I have to let myself live! I have a right to live, I just need to take it! Ayrako · Sat Apr 19, 2008 @ 05:11am · 0 Comments


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