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zach wants to break up. i'm exactally sure why yet, but i think it's because he doesn't think he's a good boyfriend, and now he's all like "o were great friends, that's what we acted like" ya, as much as that's true, i don't want to lose him.i'm not just gonna give up just because we had a few problems. abigail rose shaw DOES NOT quit. i know a really huge part of this is my fault, and i'm determined to fix it. if zach just doesn't like me anymore, that's when i'll stop. maybe i'll ask his friend out to piss him off.


i also started a new story! it's called paper stars, it's really cute! i accidently based some of the characters off of real people, and the craziness started happening! but what's really weird is the main character, uihiko, a boy, is me! it happened so fast, i'm alittle scared to continue writing. i'll put up what i've got so far, and please don't think i'm conceited for what it says, cause i didn't know that uihiko would be like me..


Stage 1
Sad Eyes
Uihiko was considered the prince of Shooting Star Acadamy. Half of the girls were madly in love with him. The other half were either in love with his best friend, Akihiko, or hopelessly confused and in love with someone else. He was a straight A student and the president of the advanced art class. But he was never really happy. Uihiko was lonely. He didn't love any of the girls who chased him. He had loved one girl, but she didn't love him back for whatever reason.
He didn't want his friends to worry, or perpetually ask, "what's wrong?" So he made a fake smile and used it every day. No one, not even Akihiro could see through that smile. No one knew. But not even Uihiko could deal with such a depression with out trying to do anything about it. Every day when he went back to his dorm after school, he'd make paper stars. It helped him cope with the pain alittle.


so what did you think? does he sound like me? well, ya, he's alittle more pathetic. but that's what i do when i'm depressed or angry. instead of shooting someone or cutting myself, i make paper stars. and i don't really have half of the boys at school chasing me and i'm nowhere near considered a princess. and i most definatly do not have straight a's but ya. comment and tell me what you think about prince uihiko.
and maybe i'll post a tutorial on how you make paper stars. comment and tell me if you'd like that.